Dear Laryngomalacia,
Our journey began five years ago. Five years ago, I was angry at you. Very...intensely... angry. Life as I knew it was a distant memory and I blamed you. I fought you, I only saw the negative side of you, I let you destroy me.
The days turned into weeks and before I knew it, the weeks were turning into years.
Every time we would get home from another long hospital stay- because of you- I would stand in front of my mirror, unable to recognize the woman staring back at me. You were destroying me...and I was letting you.
Then I remembered advice my mother used tell me. She would say, “you always have a choice in life, Steph. Always.”
She was right. I could let you destroy me or I could let you empower me, the choice was there. The choice was mine to make.
So I dug deep, deeper than I had ever before and found my inner Supermom strength. The kind of strength you need to cope with a life threatening airway defect. I had it all along.
Before I knew it, my inner strength began strengthening others.
I was not alone, I was not alone.
There were other families-around the world- that you were trying to destroy.
So do you know what I did, Laryngomalacia? I shared with them, the advice my mother told me...and now they are letting you empower them, not destroy them. We are all connected, a virtual connection that spans from New Jersey to Australia. From The Netherlands to South Africa. We remain strong-together- when you try and make us weak.
So thank you Laryngomalacia for making me the person I needed to me. Because of you I wouldn’t be the mother, the wife, the person I am today. And you know what? I like...no, love... who I am today. I am strong. I am passionate. I am confident. I am enough.
My voice has been heard around the world, because of you.
CWL Founder & President.